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Chapter III The Slave’s New life-
The writer takes time here to describe some of the events and people in Alex's new life as a piece of owned property.
The Contract:
After the visit to Jen’s Mother, on the first anniversary of their relationship, Alex officially signed a detailed, property transfer, slave-owner, type contract, and a power of attorney, giving Jen full control of her body, and all of her assets, present and future.
While not an exact word-for-word reproduction, the contract, in substance, read:
“I am, by my signature on this document and contract, transferring permanent ownership of my body, mind, and all of my assets, present and future, to Jen, my Goddess, and agree to be her owned property. I agree that I shall no longer own any property or assets.
“I agree to be trained in any manner my Goddess wishes and will, without resistance or hesitation, obey all of her commands immediately. I understand that my failure to obey any command will be met with severe, and perhaps even escalating levels of punishment, humiliation and degradation as my Goddess may see fit. This discipline and punishment may to include, but is not limited to:
“Punishments- whippings and strokes, delivered in any manner my Goddess chooses as well as prolonged bondage or gagging in any manner my Goddess chooses, being forced to sleep on the floor, being kept in chains or bondage as my Goddess sees fit, being denied sexual release, being confined in a closet, cage, cell or locked box, and being deprived of food or sleep, and being assigned domestic duties or punishment tasks and,
“Humiliation and Degradation- I agree to public nudity, exhibitionism and will wear, or take off, any article of clothing or instrument of bondage, at any time, at the command of my Goddess. I agree to be marked, shaved, and ringed in whatever manner, and at whatever time, my Goddess sees fit.
“I agree that the mouth, ass, tits, cunt and all other parts of the body that this slave has given to my Owner are hers to use, enjoy, punish, and modify in whatever way she chooses. I understand I will be required to participate in activities that will include sexual acts of an oral, anal and vaginal nature with men, woman and with multiple partners of both genders as well as with non-human partners as directed. I will be my Goddesses whore at her command for men and will pleasure women at her command as well.
“I will not sit, lie on or use furniture without the expressed permission of my Goddess, and will not go to the bathroom without permission from her.
“I am responsible for performing all household and gardening chores required by my Goddess and unless I have specific permission to wear protective clothing, I will perform all of these domestic chores naked and without shoes.
“I will keep myself scrupulously clean at all times. I will not eat or drink without the permission of my Goddess. I shall never embarrass her in any way. I will not engage in malicious gossip or use insulting or demeaning language towards others.
“My manner and tone will be that of a respectful and obedient slave at all times, and will always reflect deference to my Goddess.
“Without orders to guide me, I will do whatever I consider my Goddess would have me do, or refrain from doing, guided by the boundaries and direction she has previously given, and will willingly accept her corrections and subsequent consequences if she is displeased with my ensuing decisions or actions.
“I will tell the truth at all times and inform my Goddess promptly if I break any of her rules, knowing that such failure will result in sever punishment, up to and including being released. I will be specific and explicit in all my communications with my Goddess and with everyone with whom she directs me to deal. I will never act defensively when questioned by my Goddess. I will not interrupt my Goddess or others when they are speaking.
“I will maintain my weight between 100 and 105 pounds and will regularly perform advanced yoga exercises to maintain my body shape and a high level of physical fitness.
“I will not engage in sex, intimate touching, or engage in any submissive scene without the expressed permission of my Goddess. This slave girl, as owned property, has no right to a safe word.
“I understand that my Owner can, and will, engage in other relationships, sexual and otherwise, with no restriction. I agree to refrain from any other relationship, sexual or otherwise, without the expressed permission of my Goddess.
“I will always serve my Goddess using the protocols she establishes and hold any bodily position she requires of me until released by her.
“I understand that my Goddess and Owner may, at her sole discretion, modify, amend or expand the above provisions in any way she way wish, without restriction, at any and all times.
“This slave girl agrees to these articles with the hope that my Goddess and Owner will not endanger my life, expose me to STD’s, or legal consequences.”
Alex was always to refer to Jen as “Goddess” when they were together privately, and sometimes even in public.
The contract allowed for Jen to release, meaning to dismiss her, Alex from the terms of the contract at any time for any reason at her discretion. But, it set in place certain conditions for Alex's to get release on her own accord. Release steps from her slavery were very stringent - and these steps would take at least a year to complete.
Whether she was dismissed, or sought release, she would be only able to leave her former estate with one set of clothes. Alex remains truly frightened that Jen might “sell” or give her to another owner at some point in the future.
Possibly her decision to turn herself over to Jen, and sign the full-ranging contract to the extent that she did with Jen, was a part of an emotional purification effort for her. It was a “no play-time” thing nor a “for fun” document. It was a serious and well thought out document on Jen's part.
Jen would get to live very comfortably, and so would Kelly, her girl friend, because the income Alex earned would, by contract, go to pay for everything they wanted to do.
It is clear that Alex has given up all of the physical things she had in life. One may wonder, perhaps, that she felt she was not entitled, or worthy, to have all that she had after her parents had been killed; her inheritance, her house, her bed, her physical comfort, her freedom, the financial rewards that could come from her intellect.
Jen has imposed control over Alex in almost all imaginable ways by forcing her to give up her friends, and has pushed all of her buttons to add stress to the already fragile remnants of her dignity and pride. Alex, on the other hand, was using her submissiveness as a means of finding love and acceptance in Jen.
The Playroom:
While Alex is punished and tortured everywhere, indoors and out, there is a large sound proofed room in the under ground basement of her former home, set aside and outfitted for all of the extreme sufferings Jen can think of.
The room was constructed by workmen sent by Mother Goddess from across the country. The room was designed by Jen, Mother Goddess, and one of Jen's girl friends, Tara. Since the workers knew Mother Goddess, and were afraid of her, and since they didn’t know any of the local residents there would be no rumors regarding the nature and intended use of the new room.
The room has since be been used to torture Alex, and on a few occasions, one male and two female slaves as well. Alex was part of, or witnessed, their torments as part of her own slave training.
The room has a rough cement floor, and many pulleys, winches and rings in the walls and floor. It has several floor drains. It has a hanging perch type cage, and a stand-up cage in a corner. It has a vacuum bed, stocks, a cross, a wooden pony, a bench, a metal table, a beam, a pillory, and a horse on which to secure her. It contains a host of electrical torture equipment, including an electric catheter. In addition, it contains all sorts of dildos, plugs, gags, helmets, whips and restraining gear. It has an exposed tub and toilet.
The whole room and its contents terrify Alex to tears. She is most terrified of the electric catheter and the perch.
Jen's Approach:
Jen makes a distinction between punishing Alex and “crushing” her. By “crushing” she means hurting Alex so horribly and unbearably that she cracks and will literally do anything she is ordered to do in order to have Jen stop the torture.
Jen calls it “crushing” because it is intended to crush Alex's defiant spirit, her sense of self preservation and self respect, her will, and any vestiges of her assumptions of personal entitlement and personal rights.
Jen will not put up with impertinence from Alex. If Alex dares to mouth off, or gives Jen an attitude, or even glares at her or her friends, she pays the price in pain and humiliation.
Jen knows well that she can not crush Alex on any regular basis without harming her, because a ‘crushing’ event will always leave some emotional scars. In fact, if Jen says she is even thinking that such a ‘crushing’ session may be necessary, coupled with the memory of it happening the in the past, is usually enough to reduce Alex to a shaking, slobbering, sobbing, and begging puddle of naked flesh. Alex has literally peed herself when the use of the room is even mentioned.
It makes no difference to Jen if Alex “tries hard” or puts a lot of “effort” into a given task. Jen is only interested in task achievement, and offers the analogy of buying a watch. She says that a person doesn’t buy a watch expecting that it will “try hard” to keep the best time it can, but will often miss the mark. Likewise, she isn’t interested in investing her time and energy in a slave, expecting that she will “do her best” to please her but might get sullen if she doesn’t get the attention she wants.
In net, Jen holds to the very proper definition of the right of ownership - that is, property that can be used, loaned out, given away, disposed of, modified, or whatever else she might want to do with “her property.” She allows Alex no “rights.” While she might give her freedom to work professionally, she is in full control of her actions at home; no cums, communication, food, sleep, or friends without permission.
By any standard, Jen is in the running for the highly coveted award given to the most inventive, original, resourceful, diabolical, and wicked, young woman sadist going.
Miss Tara:
Tara is a friend of Jen's. She is an malicious sadist who lives in a loft in the Soho district of New York City. Tara has her own group of dominant and submissive acquaintances, and has BDSM parties to celebrate important and not-so-important occasions.
Tara scares the crap out of Alex because she loves to torture her body and fuck with her mind.
Once a month, Jen sends Alex to Tara’s apartment to clean and do laundry. Alex is also to tend to Tara’s sexual and toilet requirements. Tara never misses an opportunity to torment poor old Alex, all of which she reports to Jen when she is through with her.
Miss Kelly:
Kelly is Jen's girlfriend and has been her lover of two years. She is one year younger than Jen and lives off of Alex's earnings, as does Jen. She lives in the guest house on the estate.
Kelly is a master at mind-fucking Alex, and takes great joy in tormenting and demeaning her. She makes Alex nuts.
Kelly is especially fond of tormenting Alex by showing her love making and affection for Jen while Alex is present, knowing full well that Alex is jealous but unable to show resentment. She has always has seen Alex as a whore and a toy to be played with, never as her equal.
Alex by no means knows if Kelly is ever telling her the truth or just tormenting her. For example, Alex overheard her trying to convince Jen to require Alex to eat her shit on a regular basis. Jen has yet to require that of her, but just the threat makes Alex so disturbed that she wants to throw up.
She also has heard Kelly imploring Jen to have Alex undergo a breast augmentation up to a size DD. Alex thinks such a procedure would look absolutely ridiculous for a girl who, at best, wears a size two dress or suit.
Also, Kelly loves to explain to Alex, in graphic detail, the shopping trips she takes with the money Alex earns and the fun she and Jen have when the go dancing and to dinner. Since Alex is home-bound when not at work, all of this is very difficult for her to handle.
Alex at Work:
New in her job, Alex quickly started to impress the powers-to- be at her firm. She was a girl in control and on the move. As is often the case, personal success is in itself more stressful than failure, yet Alex was driven and confidently worked hard to prove herself. She worked so effectively that she soon was making a lot of money for the firm, her clients and herself.
She is quite literally a genius, and was voted to partner level at age 32. She is seen as a person who does the work of several people and juggles multiple high pressure situations at once.
Her gross income annually is in the seven figure range; most of which comes in bonus form at the end of the year.
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