Chapter Sixteen
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He must have heard me pull in. I saw him come outside
and hurry over to the car with a worried look on his
face. I opened my door as he got there and I sobbed,
"I'm sorry Dennis. They didn't give me a chance to call
you and tell you where I was."
He leaned in and tried to kiss me but I stopped him.
"No! Not now, not like this. Honey I need help to get
inside, but I...oh god Dennis, I can't even tell you!"
He squatted down and took my hand and said, "It's okay
Amanda. Do you need to go to the hospital?"
I just shook my head. Even if I did I couldn't. I
couldn't tell anyone what had happened to me.
He asked, "Do you want me to try to carry you?"
I smiled and shook my head. He was not a big man. He
didn't weigh much more than I did.
I sighed and said, "No Dennis. Just let me lean on
you."
I groaned in pain as I turned to get out. My whole body
hurt. My breasts were on fire. My throat hurt so bad
that I was surprised that I could talk. But my stomach,
my pelvic region, I felt like I had been stabbed in the
pussy and up through my guts with a rusty file.
I struggled to stand and Dennis supported as I walked
towards the house taking baby steps. I guess I had been
numb when I was walking to the car from that table that
they raped me on. It hadn't been this bad then. Sitting
still on the drive home I must have tightened up. I
could hardly move now.
He supported me all the way to the bathroom and started
a hot bath in our Jacuzzi tub which I almost never
used. I sure needed it now.
He helped me undress and I saw him blanch when he saw
the bruises on my breasts and thighs from the rough
handling I had received all night. He didn't say
anything though. He didn't ask me anything. He helped
me into the tub and then he went out and came back with
a glass of water and some muscle relaxers that he had
left over after he hurt his back a few months ago.
I took those and three Tylenols too. I sat in the tub
and cried quietly for a while and he sat on the side
and gently washed me and washed my hair. I didn't
realize that so many men had dribbled their cum in my
hair tonight.
When the smell of cum was gone I lay back and let the
warm jets of the Jacuzzi massage me gently. Dennis
stood up and said he would be right back. He returned a
minute later with a glass of Nathan's cheap wine and he
had turned on some soft music in the bedroom.
I saw the worried look on his face and I said, "I'm
going to be alright Dennis. It may take a day or two,
but I'm not hurt. I don't suppose that asshole called
you and told you where I was?"
Dennis shook his head.
I said, "I'm sorry. He never gave me a chance to call.
He met me as I was on the way out of the building after
school and made me drive him back to that backyard café
I told you about. I didn't know I was going to spend
the night there. They made me undress as soon as I got
there and I spent the evening tied to a table getting
raped by half the black men in town. I don't even know
how many it was!"
"I never even thought about you not knowing where I was
until I was on the way home and my purse was in the
trunk of the car. I'm sorry baby."
He said, "It's okay Amanda. Just relax now. And take it
easy on the wine. You aren't supposed to drink alcohol
with those pills."
Maybe not, but it was working. I suddenly realized that
the pain was nearly gone! I had trouble relaxing
though. Every time I lay my head back and closed my
eyes I saw huge black cocks coming at me.
Between the soft music and the wine and the drugs I
finally relaxed though. I sat in the tub until the
water was cool and Dennis dried me off and helped me to
stand at the sink so that I could brush my teeth for a
very long time.
Then he helped me to bed. I was trying to explain to
him that I couldn't sleep but the next thing I knew it
was after ten in the morning. I woke up with a start
and saw how late it was and I started to throw back the
covers and get up. As soon as I moved the pain hit me.
Dennis had been sitting in a chair by the window and I
hadn't even seen him. He got up and helped me to my
feet and I leaned on him as I made my way to the
bathroom. I sat on the toilet and he told me that he
had called us both in sick this morning.
I relieved myself and he helped me to the sink so that
I could wash my hands and brush my teeth again. Then he
helped me back into bed.
He gave me more Tylenol and some cold water and offered
me breakfast but I couldn't stand the idea of
swallowing anything. I had slept for ten hours but as
soon as I took the pills I went back to sleep and slept
until early afternoon.
When I awoke this time I managed to get up and go to
the bathroom on my own. I went back out to the bedroom
and decided that what I needed was a couple more
Tylenol and then I needed to walk around a little to
loosen up.
Dennis heard me moving around and came in to see how I
was doing. He made me go out to the kitchen and he
forced some soup into me. It actually helped! After I
ate the soup I walked around the house a little more
and after a little exercise I was feeling a lot better.
We just sat around the house together the rest of the
afternoon and that evening. He forced me to take
another bath and it seemed to help, as did the wine.
I didn't think I would be able to sleep that night
after being in bed for so long. I did though. Dennis
put me to bed and brought me a cup of soup and when I
had finished the soup I went right to sleep.
The next morning he looked worse than I did. Well,
except for the black and blue marks on my breasts. He
had hardly slept since I got home. He wanted me to call
in sick again but I felt able to go to work. It isn't
like I did anything strenuous. I was going to have to
put Larry off for a couple of days. He was just going
to have to understand. And if Nathan came to my office
he was going to have to be put off too. My body just
couldn't tolerate being abused anymore for a while.
I got up and took a shower and some more Tylenol. I put
on one of those slutty dresses and when I went out to
the kitchen Dennis had made coffee and that was just
what I needed. I drank one cup and took another with
me.
I kissed him and hugged him and thanked him for being
so nice. I suddenly realized that he was still home. I
guess I wasn't thinking too clearly yet. He always went
in before I did. I asked him if he was going to work
today and he said that he had something to take care of
first.
I grabbed my purse and drove to school. It wasn't until
I got to school and was faced with that walk through
the mob of students that I had second thoughts. I
couldn't just sit here in my car though. I got out and
grabbed my purse and my coffee and headed for the door.
There were more than a few hands on my ass as I
threaded my way through the crowd of kids. Some of them
still made way for me but I guess word was out and a
lot of them left me just enough room to get by and
grabbed my ass as I went past.
I was half way through the crowd when Nathan stopped me
again. "I missed you yesterday Amanda. Weren't you
feeling well yesterday?"
I looked up and he was almost straight in front of me.
I responded, "No Nathan, I had a rough evening the day
before and I needed time to recuperate. I still do."
He just smiled and said, "Well I'm glad you're feeling
a little better. You sure look hot in that dress. If I
can make a suggestion though, I think you would look
much better if you unbuttoned one more button at the
top."
I looked down. I had left enough buttons open this
morning to satisfy him. I suppose that he was going to
punish me for calling in sick yesterday. Or maybe he
just wanted to show off in front of his friends. I was
already exposing far too much cleavage. There wasn't
going to be a battle of wills though. I knew I would
lose. I unbuttoned another button and he reached up,
for the amusement of his friends I'm sure, and spread
my dress open casually. My dress opened up almost to
the point that my nipples were exposed.
He looked down and faked a look of surprise and said,
"Gee Amanda, I guess you did have a rough night. Those
are some ugly bruises on your tits this morning."
There wasn't anything I could say to that. I heard the
snickers all around me as I turned and made my way the
rest of the way to the front door.
The guard was there smirking at me and staring at my
breasts as he opened the door for me. I ignored him and
walked to my office. Larry was standing there waiting
impatiently as I put my purse and my coffee down. I
looked up at him and said, "I can't today Larry. Maybe
not for a couple of days. I was gang raped for almost
seven hours the night before last and I am in a lot of
pain. I'm sorry but you are going to have to take a
rain check."
Much to my surprise he actually seemed concerned. He
got me a fresh coffee and I buttoned the button that
Nathan had made me unbutton outside. Then we got right
to work on the reports that had backed up from
yesterday and the reports from this morning.
He hadn't got much done yesterday. Larry was not what
you would call a self starter. So there wasn't a lot to
go over today. We got through it by the time we had to
start seeing kids and once I started work and stopped
concentrating so much on what hurt I started feeling
better.
At noon I got a scare when Terrill came in to my
office. He was just dropping off two more DVDs though.
One was a short one of me and the two young boys that
Nathan had brought to my office the other day. The
other was the DVD from the night before last at Cobb's.
I didn't think that there was a chance in hell that I
would ever want to see it, but I took it.
I worked through lunch and after lunch I found that if
I got up and walked around between counseling sessions
I felt a little better. I didn't tighten up so much.
By the time I left at four I was feeling much more
normal. Not ready for a bout of rough sex, but able to
function normally otherwise.
I went home and got undressed and did some laundry. I
started a casserole for supper and I noticed that the
wine was all gone. I called Dennis and told him I was
feeling better and had supper in the oven and asked him
to stop and pick up some wine. I suggested that maybe
he could ask for some help selecting it since neither
of us knew wine from Kool-Aid.
He sounded relieved when we talked and he promised to
bring home some wine. We talked for a few minutes and
then he got a phone call and we hung up.
He was home an hour later with a half a dozen bottles
of wine and a decent corkscrew. He also bought some
cheap wine glasses.
I hugged him and told him how sorry I was and he told
me that if I didn't stop saying that he was going put
some bruises on my ass. I really couldn't believe that
he was taking this so well. But I was so glad that he
was. There was no question in my mind that we had both
changed. And there was no question that I liked the new
Dennis a lot more. I wasn't so sure about the new me.
I washed the wine glasses while Dennis told me what he
had learned about wine from the man at the wine store.
I put the glasses out while the wine was allowed to
breathe. I didn't know it had to do that!
While the wine was breathing I put dinner on the table
and we sat down to eat. We started with a toast with
the wine. This was not expensive wine. None of the
bottles had cost more than fifteen dollars. But the
difference between this and the stuff that Nathan had
made me buy was indescribable. This stuff actually
tasted good!
We had a long slow supper and I told Dennis about my
relatively easy day. There was just that one moment of
humiliation on the way into the building and I had
easily talked Larry into leaving me alone. I mentioned
that I had the DVD that they had made that evening and
before Dennis could say anything I said, "Honey, I'm
okay. You can watch it if you want and I won't mind. Or
you can wait a day or two and I'll watch it with you. I
can't watch it yet though. At least not until, I don't
know, I guess not until I'm back to normal."
"Why don't you wait until this weekend and maybe we can
have some fun with it?"
He looked skeptical. I smiled and said, "Honey, look at
me. The bruises are almost gone." It was easy to see
since I was sitting there naked.
We sipped our wine and I thought, "I can tolerate a
little abuse. I probably have it coming after what I
did. But Jesus, I have to talk some sense into that
kid. I can't do that again."
I realized I was getting tears in my eyes and I forced
myself to stop thinking about Nathan and his cruelty.
After dinner Dennis suggested that we take a walk
around the block since walking seemed to be helping me.
I thought that was a good idea. The only exercise I
seemed to get lately was sex.
After we cleaned up the kitchen I put on some shorts
and a loose top and sandals and we went for a nice long
walk. We were gone for an hour and a half. I didn't
think we had to worry about anyone dropping by for a
day or two. Nathan knew how sore I was.
When we got home it was almost bed time. We went in and
got ready for bed and I felt so much better that after
a brief struggle I was able to pull Dennis's pajama
bottoms down and give him a nice blowjob.
I didn't use my throat. I just sucked him and used my
hands and at the end I did that little thing with my
finger on his asshole that I had discovered by accident
the last time. I know that neither of us had realized
how sensitive he was there.
After he came he offered to return the favor but I
asked him to wait another day or two. We cuddled up and
went to sleep and I didn't even go brush my teeth
again. It seemed like the worse things got for me, and
the more supportive Dennis was, the more I was falling
in love with him all over again. It was a shame that it
had taken something like this to make me realize how
much I loved him. It was also a shame that we couldn't
go back to having a normal life because of a sixteen
year old kid.
The next morning everything seemed back to normal. I
didn't need any Tylenol and I could hardly see any
bruises on my body. There was one small one on my inner
thigh. That was all I could find.
I looked through my remaining clothing and the choices
were getting harder to make. I could see wearing some
of this stuff, with underwear. But not to work, and not
to a high school. And not me. I was not the type of
person who dressed like this.
I ended up having to choose between the last couple of
dresses that I hadn't worn yet and another skirt and
blouse. The dresses were very pretty. But they were
very short and when I held one of them up to the light
I could see right through it well enough to read the
paper! The problem was that the two remaining blouses
were just as see-through as the dress and I knew that
if I wore a skirt Nathan would make me roll it up to
amuse his friends again.
I struggled with the decision, there was no easy
choice. I decided to go with the skirt and blouse but
only because the skirt at least wasn't see-through. I
put it on and rolled it up as much as I dared in the
hope that Nathan would be satisfied and leave it alone.
I looked at myself in the mirror and the skirt was bad,
but the blouse...if the principal saw this at the very
least I would be sent home. It was more likely that I
would be fired on the spot for corrupting the morals of
a school full of minors.
The blouse was loose fitting but had a very deep
cleavage which exposed my flesh to well below my
breasts. It was a pullover, no buttons to unbutton. It
was a light pastel blue fabric that was so fine that it
did little but color my flesh blue. When I stood
straight and the material came into contact with my
breasts my nipples poked out and were totally on
display. I might get away with it when the material
billowed away from my body. But when it was resting on
my breasts I was in trouble.
Dennis stared at me when I came out for coffee. He
raised an eyebrow but I just shrugged and said, "This
is the lesser of the remaining evils. The other three
outfits are worse."
I looked down at my breasts and thought of all the
people that I would be exposed to today and I collapsed
onto a chair and covered my face. I tried not to cry. I
took deep breaths. I started to calm down and I felt
Dennis pulling my hands away from my face.
I looked at him and said, "Maybe I should run away for
a while. Your life would be so much easier without me."
He kissed me and said, "I don't want to hear you say
anything like that again. Not ever! Amanda, I went to
see my father yesterday after you went to work."
"Oh no Dennis! Oh god, he'll never speak to me again.
He'll never understand."
Dennis smiled and said, "He did understand. I think you
don't know my father as well as you think you do.
Actually, as it turns out, neither did I. He wasn't
always such an upright citizen and he still has some
friends in low places. He is getting in touch with some
people that might be able to talk some sense into
Nathan. It will take a day or two. I didn't want to say
anything until I was sure. But you really need to have
some hope. Can you just hang in there a little longer?"
I looked down at my all but exposed breasts and my
skirt that was only a millimeter from exposing my pussy
and said, "If I don't get fired. I don't know how I am
going to face those people again when this is over, if
this is over. So many people, so many kids have seen so
much of me."
Dennis smiled and said, "Yeah, and you sure look hot!"
I chuckled. I knew he was trying to cheer me up but I
dreaded leaving the house in this top. I kissed him and
got up and got a cup of coffee and took it with me. We
had spent too much time talking and I didn't want to be
late. I don't know why.
When I passed Nathan in the school yard this morning he
said, "Amanda! I love that blouse! Let me look at you."
I stopped and turned to face him, aware of the growing
crowd of teenagers watching breathlessly for him to
humiliate me in public again. He looked closely at the
top I was wearing and said, "I have never seen you look
prettier Amanda. That skirt is kind of long though
isn't it?"
I had already rolled it up in the hope that he would
leave me alone. I can be pretty dumb sometimes. I
rolled the waistband up another inch and at his request
I turned so that he could see how it looked in the
back. When I was standing with my back to him he said,
"I'm not sure Amanda. Let's try something. Bend over
and put your hands on your knees."
FUCK! Why didn't he just order me to take my fucking
clothes off! I bent down and I could feel the skirt
lift up exposing half of my naked butt to the crowd
behind me. I was also aware of the blouse falling away
from my breasts and now they were both totally exposed.
There wasn't even that filmy cloth covering to protect
me.
I heard the loud murmuring from the crowd and waited
anxiously for Nathan to let me stand up again. He was
having fun destroying me though. He said, "I'm not sure
Amanda, I think it may be too short now. I know! Spread
your legs apart a foot or so."
I spread my legs and as soon as I did I felt the cool
morning air on my exposed pussy. I also heard the
obscene comments from the kids behind me and the
jostling for a better view.
Nathan finally had enough of his morning game and said,
"I guess it may be too short after all Amanda. I
wouldn't want you to get in trouble. Maybe you better
stand back up and put it back where you had it. I stood
up and as I rolled my skirt back to where it had been I
saw an ocean of cell phones taking pictures of my
exposed flesh. I glanced at the self satisfied face of
my tormentor and then hurried through the crowd to the
door.
I ignored the leering guard again and hurried to my
office. I had no reason to put Larry off this morning.
Well, I had a lot of reasons but I was recovered from
the other evening enough to give him his morning
blowjob. Once that was accomplished I got a cup of
coffee and we went to my desk and had our morning
meeting.
The counseling sessions that followed were a waste of
time. I don't think anyone heard a word I said. They
stared at my breasts and for all the good I did I might
as well have been speaking Latin. The last appointment
of the morning was the exception. Not that I did any
counseling. The student was a freshman who had gotten
into trouble recently and I knew it was because he had
started hanging around with people like Nathan.
He came into my office and closed my door and I hit the
button to turn on the little red light that indicated
that I wasn't to be disturbed. I offered the boy a seat
but he walked around behind my desk and said, "I have
been watching you coming into school in the morning."
I didn't have anything that I could say to that, but
this was just the kind of situation I had feared. Or at
least I thought it was. I thought that this was a kid
that had seen me being ordered around my Nathan and was
going to try his luck. It was even worse than that.
He casually reached around me and slipped his hands
under my blouse and cupped my breasts and before I
could react he said, "Nathan said I can fuck you. He
said that all I had to do was come in here and tell you
that he said it was alright and you would let me do
anything that I wanted with you. I probably wouldn't
have believed that if I hadn't watched him make you do
all that shit every morning out front. When he had you
bent over out there this morning with your pussy on
display and everybody taking pictures of your ass and
your tits and your pussy I got so hard I almost jumped
you right out there in the yard."
His hands pulled the blouse off of my shoulder and
pushed it down over my breasts and let it fall to my
waist. Then they returned to my breasts and squeezed
them gently before he started to concentrate his
attention on my nipples. They quickly grew hard as he
toyed with them and I could only sit there and let yet
another student take advantage of me.
He must have liked my breasts. He spent several long
minutes playing with them before he ordered me to stand
up. I got to my feet and stood facing him. He looked at
my exposed breasts hungrily and then bent and took one
of my hard nipples into his mouth and began to suck it
first, and then bite it hard enough to make me wince in
pain.
As he abused my nipple with his mouth his hand reached
for my pussy. My legs were too close together to allow
him easy access and he slapped my thigh. I got the
message and spread my legs. His hand cupped my pussy
and began rubbing and squeezing it roughly. I was
nervous, having just recovered from that brutal gang
rape. But it seemed that I was fully recovered now.
There seemed to be no residual pain, just the pain from
his rough treatment of my most tender body parts.
He finally straightened up and pulled my skirt up to my
waist. He looked me over and then he pulled out his
cell phone and took a couple of pictures. He turned me
around and bent me over my desk and took a couple more
pictures from the back. Then he put the phone away and
I heard him pulling his pants down.
My pussy should have been dry. I was being raped by a
student again. This should not have been turning me on.
I wasn't dry though. I spread my legs for him without
being told and I felt his cock probing for my entrance.
As soon as he found it he drove his cock into me in one
violent thrust and I was so wet that I could hear it as
he entered me.
The boy sighed loudly as my pussy enveloped his cock
and he stood for a moment with it buried in me to the
hilt. Then he started fucking me hard. It was brutal
and disgusting and degrading and even as quick as it
was I still came before he did. I felt the orgasm
approaching and I knew it was going to happen and I let
it. I came hard, only just managing to bite my lip and
keep from calling out my pleasure as I was raped by
another cruel boy.
It must have been obvious, but he was so wrapped up in
his own orgasm that I don't think he even noticed. I
was grateful for that anyway. It would have been so
much worse if he knew that I had an orgasm when he
raped me.
He left his cock inside me for a minute or two and then
he pulled out and slapped me on the ass. He chuckled
and in an obnoxious, smug, arrogant voice the little
bastard said, "Down girl!"
I looked around and then stood up and turned to face
him. I dropped to my knees and sucked his nasty little
cock until it was clean. Then I licked his balls and
when he was satisfied he stood there with his cock in
my face and pulled his pants back up and pulled himself
together.
He ordered me to stand up and spread my legs and he
reached down and scooped up the cum that had begun to
ooze out of me. He smiled so sweetly as he brought his
hand to my face and fed his cum to me. If he expected a
reaction he was a couple of days too late. After what I
had been through this was just so much more
humiliation. It wasn't even worth mentioning in my
diary, if I had a diary.
I sucked his fingers clean and then he sat down in a
chair beside my desk and ordered me to sit down on the
corner of my desk facing him. I glanced at the clock
and saw that I still had ten more minutes to spend with
the little bastard. He kept me sitting beside him with
my clothing gathered at my waist and toyed with my body
to amuse himself until his session was over.
Just before the bell rang he stood up and thanked me
for trying to help him get his life back on track. I
wanted to slap him.
I pulled my top back up and struggled to get my tight
skirt back down and watched him leave when the bell
rang.
It was lunch time and as soon as Becky left for her
lunch Larry called me into his office for his nooner.
He grinned when he saw me. He said, "We could hear you
in there when he was fucking you. He must have been
pounding your ass pretty good. Jennifer James was in
here and she had a hell of a time not laughing out
loud."
I groaned. By now everyone in school must think I was a
horrible slut.
Larry called me closer and said, "Let's see if there
was any damage to the merchandise."
I pulled my skirt back up and he stared at my pussy for
a minute before he said, "Looks good to me. I'm not
normally that fond of seconds, but listening to you for
the last forty-five minutes has really turned me on and
I am going to have to tap that, as the kids say now."
He stood up and spread my blouse open. He didn't pull
it down he just propped it open against the sides of my
breasts. He toyed with them for a minute and then I was
once more bent over a desk and getting fucked from
behind. I let my mind wander and I remembered what
Dennis had said this morning, that this might be over
soon.
It would be nice if someone could do something about
Nathan, but I didn't see how my life could ever return
to normal. This entire student body probably knew by
now that I could be fucked. A growing number of them
had fucked me. And all of those terrible pictures! I
knew that the internet must be swimming in pictures of
my naked body by now.
There were those DVDs too. I doubt if Nathan was
content with the money that he was making by
prostituting me. I am reasonably certain that he has
some profit motive behind the making of those nasty
movies. I had no doubt there was a market for them.
I did such a good job of distracting myself that at
first I wasn't aware when Larry finished. Not until he
said, "Are you waiting for someone else to fuck you
Amanda? I could go out in the hallway and see who I can
find. There must be someone out there that wouldn't
mind fucking you."
I stood up slowly and gave Larry a dirty look before
going back into my office and cleaning myself up. After
that it was just a question of getting through the next
three hours with my breasts more or less exposed. The
final hour, after the students are gone for the day, I
can usually relax a little then.
At least I used to be able to relax then. Now I had to
worry about whether or not Nathan had plans for me. I
was getting jumpy as it neared four o'clock. I let my
hopes rise when he didn't show up by four and I picked
up my purse and locked the office door and left.